Kathy, Kathy, Kathy...Everywhere!

What can I say? Kathy is eveyrwhere and I have to say it´s something really great!


I´m joking about that, I really love her, she is a amazing friend, since we first met, again I´ll say that, we became friends instantly. That´s great but I won´t say that agin, I´m kind of repetitive and It´s not what I want to write this time.



I´m feeling she is a little depressing, a little down, I know the feeling, I was like that for a little while and she needs a little incentive, a little booters to help her get through it and be herself again, be my BFF, my good and always happy and outgoing Kathy.



During my dark times, I know I acted up, I really bothered her with that thing still, unlike give her back or just give her back, she stood up for me, she helped me to see I was a jerk, I did everything to dstroy me but I´m saw that on time, and I coped with that problem and now I´m back on track again.



That´s why I´m writtibg this, to maker her fell better, to see my friend back, my happy Kathy, I love our chats, our talking, her virtual gifts and now her PM on Facebook. We need to use our traditional point, you know where, but this new way of comunication is amazing as well.


I know one day we´ll meet, I´ll go to your state to meet you, it´s just a matter of time, my big aroung the World trip will cost me a fortune but will be worth. Speacilly when I arrive and see my BFF, waiting for me, to finally see her gorgeous face and extraordinary personality.



What can I say, I love her, she is my BFF, my confident and my adorable friend so... I love you Kathy, never doubt that and next time, I hope I cxan write something better than this poor entry but I´m sure you´ll love it.


Kisses and Hugs my beloved.


Claude.

Brand New Day?

Well, that only worked with Spider-Man, after he cut that deal with Mephisto and started over, free from his mistakes from the past, even thought he "deal" kind of backfired, after all, instead of moving on, he is what he always was, a "loser". I´m going to put the comic book analogy aside, after all, my point can have something in common but not that much.


I agree things is a little better, since last week but I feel, I´ve been feeling like I´m walking in circles, that I´ve been walking in circles, Have I? Unfortunately I am.


It´s pretty funny and even peculiar, when we (in my case I) want something so bad that we create a illusion, a fantasy that only we (I) can see it. Little by little I´ve been seeing it, day by day it´s been showing to me what I want, what I desire is just an illusion, pure and simple.


The difference between I want and I will have is huge, like miles and miles and no matter how much I walk through it, I´ll never get there, when I´m just about there, it goes fast and I lose touch.


Como eu queria poder saber se ela gosta de mim, mesmo ela dizendo que sim (mentira).


That´s the point, I will never get that illusion, always , like that the Primitives song: I almost touched you, always, always, always...