One Second.

One second is plaint of time to realize that something we said was wrong, even if it´s perfectly the truth. But It took me one second to see it.


When I showed you that, I saw that it was a mistake, not to show you but to write that. Indeed you are right, I´m special, if I wasn´t , I wouldn´t met you or even be your friend.


My intention was put those bad feelings out of my chest, out of my system and indeed they are totally out and I thank you for read that and for those fantastic words you said, helping me once again.


I hope, tomorrow I can re-read it and laugh of my crazy reaction, in fact my crazy initiative to write that horrible thing and I wish I wasn´t but in fact, it helped me a lot to see that I´m not horrible, I´m a fine and good person.


You asked me to not write but I did the opposite, don´t worry, I had to show how I was wrong and once again, you helped me. Next time, I´ll write another one, just for you sweetie pie, one which I´ll tell once again how much you are special and how much I love you and how much your friendship means and matters to me but I can say I´ll not have plaint of words to say it because I can´t express how you are fantastic.



See ya, miss ya and live ya sweetie pie. Tell Lassie I miss her.

Once Upon A Time

Once upon a time, there was a very sad boy named Claudio. He lived in a far away land called Rio and after some sad moments in his life, the boy named Claudio decided to start playing a game, in fact, several games to clean his mind from those bad moments. He joined a site, a facebook site, where he could meet new people and play those games and done that, he started his journey into the exciting world of facebook and its games.

Everyday, the boy named Claudio entered there and played his games, like a type of religion, but one day, we found out he had to add more friends to his farm, so, he went to the game´s page and there were a variety of friends, asking to be part of any farm but the boy named Claudio, just saw one, a girl, which called his attention, he felt something... good about the girl and he decided to add her as friend and later neighbor. He thought it would be like the other neighbors, no contact but like he felt, it was different, totally different.

One day, the boy named Claudio decided to call his new friend for a chat and she accepted and since the first hi, he knew it was more than just a hi, he was sure it was more than just a hi and a little chat, a friendship has just begun.

The girl named Lindsay was so nice, so sweet, even though they never met before but was like an instantly connection, something that was meant to be, and from that day on, a friendship has been born. Almost everyday, the two of them talked, shared their happy moments,

also discovered things about each other, and of course, they shared his bad days and events as well. One thing that both has in common is, they always try to help each other, with a word, a gesture or with a big smile. The boy named Claudio was happy, so happy he could met what he´s been looking for, someone who was there for him, someone who cared about him, his sweetie pie friend.
The boy´s heart was alive again, after all, it needed only a special person, who could filled it with love and Lindsay was that person, everyday she treated the boy named Claudio well, and one day, they decided to talk on the phone too, which for the boy was a problem because his phone decided to not help and every since, he fights against it to make a call but those are so good that it´s worth, no matter how difficult to make but he knows she will answer and both will have a great time on the phone.

Not only he loves Sweetie pie, but he also love his other friend, Lassie. Lassie is so beautiful and everytime she listens to the boy´s voice, she feels happy, wages his tail and farts in the girl named Lindsay´s face, showing how much she loves her. The boy is very lucky, to have two amazing and extraordinary friends. He know that, no matter what he does, good or bad, he can relay on her, she will always be around for him, with a smile, a song or just a conversation. The boy named Claudio will visit the girl´s kingdom soon, he counts the hours for the trip and he knows, he´ll finally can see what he already know, her stunning beauty. The boy named Claudio is the happiest boy on Earth, you know why, because he has his sweetie pie on his side.

The End.

This is just a little way to tell how I met Lindsay and how, after that day i became her friend and how much fun I have with her. I adore you sweetie pie, you are fantastic and so sweet, extraordinary and fantastic. That´s why you live in my heart Lindsay and no matter the distance, difficulties, you will always be my sweetie pie friend.

Love ya, miss ya and see ya!!! Byyyyeeeee!

Once Again, I Almost Destroyed Something Good In My Life.

Yesterday, once again, I almost destroyed something really important in my life but I have to be glad and thank her for being that friend she is and forgive me for that bad thing I did.


I was wrong, totally, specially after her efforts to save me, to put out that misery I was so overwhelmed and dominated but once again, I did the opposite, I let that misery affects and dominates me, like the fool I always am. My biggest mistake was to hear what she said and fear that she might not care about me, because I felt that, I really did, I could felt that on her voice, and once again, I fear, to lose what I care the most, what I appreciate the most , her friendship.


I faced so many losses in my life, not to mention that I also caused so many horrible things to others and I also killed so many friendships and that possibility, to not be able to see or talk to her affected me and I let sorrow took over me. After I helped my mom, I set and felt like I was fading away, like my soul was trying to leave my body and waited to call her.


But my luck smiled at me again, thanks to my horrible phone, which decided to be a good boy and works, I could be able to talk to her, to express my feelings, my fears and to once again, say sorry, which she is totally bored of listening it but she did, once again, she forgave me, not that what happened was something so bad but because I was sorry and afraid to lose her.

I cried, while I waited to call her, I really did, because I didn´t know what might happen, because I was a horrible person, I thought: If she never answers my calls again? If she never reads my twitters again? if she forgets me forever? All that rushed into my brain, like horses on a race I felt myself get tired, o f me, of being such horrible individual, for let others to control me, to dominate me and to hurt my adorable sweetie pie, which I could or think about the possibility to be apart from her, to not laugh with her, to listen to her special song, which makes me so happy and smile on the other side of the phone, not to mention, which I can´t forget, my other lovely friend Lassie, which I just knew she gets happy only from listen my voice, I love you Lassie, I really do my dear.

Well, I think I said enough or I´ll cry again, but I can´t help myself, I´m already crying while I´m writing this and I´m proud of expressing my feeling, to say I was wrong and I knew I was so, I can , at least, to say ... I promised I would not say so, I´ll keep my promise but you are aware that I regret that, you was, is and always will be right, no more mistakes, no more sorrows and from this moment one, I´ll be that person you met, that one you became friends and I wait you continue to be my fan, to check what I write and don´t be afraid, when I need help, say, help me, I know but I feared for our friendship, to once again, not be able to know your opinion about me, about my things and... I can´t do it, I have to stop for a while, sorry.

Well, I´m good, so, I love you sweetie pie, you is and always will be my best friend, confident and beloved because I´ve never expected to meet someone, a angel like you on Farmville so, thanks for being my friend and for allow me into your life.

See, ya, miss ya and love ya,

From a fool who adores you.

Last Night Was... Fantastic!

Yeah, that little devil up here is the responsible for the amazing night of chatting I , we had last night. The Sweetie Pie Lindsay. You have no idea how much fun we had, not to mention how much we talked about, if I tell you, I´d be banned from here. hahaha! Ok, but I think we´ll go to hell after last night, specially the subjects we talked about. I´m laughing only thinking about it. It also caused her a belly ache, imagine how much she laughed. lol!

What!!!! Lindsay!!! It´s a finger???? hahahah!

Don´t fool yourselves looking at this angle´s face, she is the DEVIL! Yeah, she is, she drove me to the bad way, straight to hell. That´s why I call her Lady Lucifer. We are both going to hell but with her, and be able to chat with her there, I´ll go with opened arms. She is pretending she is a good girl, she isn´t , bad apple but I´l be honest, I like her just this way.

She, now she is sending me kisses, just to buy me off and not share her dirt secrets. I´ll think about it, only if you sing Bananas in Pajamas´theme, pleaseeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! I love when she does it. ;)

She the reason she is my best friend, because she makes me laugh, cry and every time we talk, we have something new to tell to each other, something funny or just laugh a lot. I just adore my sweetie pie Lindsay. I´ll be very sad when she returns to University and we will have to chat less, I don´t know what I will do. :(

Don´t worry, this won´t be the last of my entries about her. I´m preparing a new one, full of adventures and in a comic book style so, she will love ( I hope) , just like this and the previous one.

Love yea my sweetie pie and see you later. xxx

I Need To Write More.

Today, after some weeks without writing a single line, I returned to my current novel, my sci fi political tale of a ... well, that´s enough, It´s still a little early to say more about, I´m joking, although I already wrote it, it´s the second and last draft, after I realized the end was proper from the whole story.

While I was writing it, I had the impression I was in the story, like an observer, a bystander observer, watching the whole action, like an invisible one, with a fantastic view of the story. It might sound strange but I´ve never felt like this before, not in any of my other novels, quite bizarre but It´s nothing but the truth.

I always felt like part of the story, most of times I put myself in the role of the main characters, I am the character(s), like my last novel, which I divided myself in two, I was Lucas and Cristina, at the same time, sharing all their feelings , emotions and actions but this time, I´m like the narrator, the fortunate expectant.

I have to write more, I´m feeling that novel will be one hit, my top of the top, my magnum opus. Let´s see if at least I got this and my others published, would be be quite a victory.

?

Well, that´s what is a constant in my life these days, a question mark and you ask why? I´ll answer you.

Nothing seens to go right, everything I try to do ends up in a massive failure or an incomp´lete task, may it´s my fault, after all, iot´s my life although some of those involved others. still, my faul for making some of those people part of it, not to mention a... forget it!

I need to see new people, to meet new faces, I´m tired of the same routine, the same face I´ve been seeing for ages and I NEED a change, a total make over in my life but am I capable of doing it?

...To be continued.

Happy Birthday Craig!

Last year, when I joined Twitter, I was lucky to my first follower became one of my closest and best friend, her name is Emma, better known as @beingnobody. A little after, someone named @thecraigmorris started following me, it was cool, another follower but I had no idea that name would become more than just a follower, Craig became my best friend.

I could say, for sure that was a fantastic thing in my life when I joined twitter because I made some amazing friends, a great group which my dearest Craig is part of. He and his partner in crime Emma, I can´t love one and not the other, they complete each other, like two in one, both Emma and Craig were and are so good to me, since day one, talking to me, helping me , putting up with some problems I had and leading me to the right direction, but it´s Craig´s day so, I´ll being sweet with him.lol! Sorry Emma.

I love Craig, I´m not shy to say that, he is fantastic and I could marry him in no time. LOL! I´m joking Emma, I like the blonde ones. lol! It´s a big joke but I love him, as the fantastic friend he is, the adorable person he is and for being so amiable, sweet and extraordinary to me. This year, I will finally meet him, Emma, Leanne, Billy, Laura and the rest of my Twitter Tribe, he named us this way, he is so clever. We´ll party every day, every night and I´m counting the hours to take the plain and go to London.

I´m crying while I´m writing this but it´s ok, I made this entry/present to homage him, it´s a big joke, like the old Follow Friday Comics I used to do and next week ( I hope) a new one will be done and the tradition will return so, I hope you like it, I hope Emma like too because I did the last one for her, so, don´t be jealous Craig, she loves you and I´ll go to your wedding and I´ll make the speech, please, let me do it. lol!

Happy Birthday Big C, Lord Morris, Mister Morris, Craig, all ways I call you but there is one I´ll call you for the rest of my life, my best friend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRAIG!!!