Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Words... Can Kill Sometimes.

That´s true, they can but this time, one single word saved me and that word was ignorant.



I´m not ignorant, at all but the way a certain person, which I used to have some love for her said that, yesterday to be exactly, really destroyed me, how dreadful that word sounded, they way she wrote, willing to hurt me,waiting for me to read it but if it was her intention, it worked other way around, it set me free.


Strange how a person, who you treated like a person, with love, respect and in a cherish way likes to be treated different, how so? Well, that person likes, after all she is a pile of manure that I tried to treat like an orchid.


Better still, I can move one without any regret or sadness, she helped me realized how stupid I was, trying to gain her heart, to be notice, by a not worth individual, who only acted me up, treated me like someone, like her peels, which I am not. I´m guilt too, I forced a situation, I tried to make her love me, which I´m quite sure this word, doesn´t belong in her vocabulary.


Unlike me, which I know the meaning and how to use the word "love" properly, I´m so happy to see that person behind me, way behind me like that The Primitive song, I really accomplished something with this thing, to see who people is by it´s look, and to be prepared more, to see through people, their true colours so, I want to say only one thing to finish it for good...



FUCK YOU!!!!!


See, words can express feelings too.

1 comment:

Rachel said...

Is this the girl we talked about over direct messages?
I'm glad you feel OK about things, and your post is so true about my life right now too. I thought things would never get better (in the situation I'm in), but I feel OK about it all right now even though I'm not sure why (:

@iRachey x